On your heels, you turned

Debra Reay
1 min readAug 8, 2022

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Photo by Konstantine Trundayev on Unsplash

The coldness of your heart
Seeped through my being
Shivers of excitement
Embracing me with warmth
If only it was true
Instead, you acted
In pretence
A lost love
I thought you carried
A need for me
With emptiness
Filled heart
You turned on your heels
No head turn
The day I realised my worth
The day you shown my worth
In your eyes
You were only curious

I wrote this poem about the first time that I met my birth mother.
She gave me up when I was just a baby and I met her aged 21 — I regret nothing but I realised that I am worth much more than she made me believe and I am a better mother than she could ever be to me!

I am thankful to her for the life she gave to me, I learned to love my own children, without my mother love!!

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Debra Reay
Debra Reay

Written by Debra Reay

Writer, Poet and survivor of childhood abuse! Author of poem's~A Child Unloved, Soul Destroyed and more recently, The little girl in yellow bows.

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